Wednesday, November 1st, 2006
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11:41 pm - The Prays Worked
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My Cuz. Mark is gonna be ok. He is off life suport and talking. We still don't know why this happen to a person who swims very well. They are hoping tomorrow that he will be discharged from the hospital in Florida and him and his wife can enjoy what time they have left of there honeymoon. Everyone here is so happy about this. This was a true blessing.
Today we got high speed internet. That is right all no more dial up for this girl. I am moving on up. Well being off the last 2 days help with the way I been feeling. Really was not feeling that great but, back to work tomorrow.
Well, Just wanted to thanks anyone who pray for Mark I believed it worked. good night for now.
current mood:  chipper
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Tuesday, October 31st, 2006
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3:57 pm - Please Pray
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To all that read this please I am asking for you all to pray tonight for my Cuz. Mark. Who was on his honeymoon yesturday and went for a swim in the pool and unknown to everyone right now was found face down in the pool and fighting for his life in a Florida Hospital. He is a great guy with so much life left to go. Has 3 great kids from his 1st marrage and a really great wife now. Life can be so unfair at time but, this make no sence. Last week at his wedding they were all so happy. We all had a blast. The last thing he said to me was love yah cuz. I just pray for the chance to hear that again. I see now with what has been going on with my sister and all that life is so short. I have talk with her 2x on the phone now so far since then and I believe at least I hope she is feeling that same way. Like I said to whoever read this PRAY BIG TIME TONIGHT. Will keep yah posted.
current mood:  depressed
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Saturday, October 28th, 2006
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2:44 pm - Raining Big time here today.
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Ok let me try this again with out deleting it. Here I sit on a saturday afternoon with nothing to do and nothing I want to do. The weather is so bad outside raining and windy. I never seen wind like that before. Just hope we don't loose any tree on the house or cars. Chip is sleeping taking a nap after working most of the day in this. He was stressed right out when he got home. Said he saw 3 cars off the high way from this weather. Glad he is home in one pease. Right now I have a CD in and just hangin out. I clean my office today and Living room but my hip was hurting so bad desided to rest for a bit. Chip thought it was a good idea too. We both on gonna work on the house tomorrow to. Getting the rest clean up. Call my Mom today to see how they were doing. They are staying home and playing cards when I called. After all the stuff last weekend I am so glad there is nothing to do today or tomorrow. I felt bad for my friend today her cat has been missing since Monday. He 11 years old. She was so upset when I talked to her. Well I think I am gonna go watch some TV for a bit bye for now.
current mood:  okay
current music: Kenny Rogers
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Friday, October 27th, 2006
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9:59 pm - So Glad It Is Friday.
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I am glad it is friday. Nothing planned for the weekend but cleaning my house. Last weekend we were so busy I never got a chance to do anything. I have to remember to give my sister in NM a call later for her birthday. It is today. Don't really have much to say tonight. Beside working this week nothing really happen this week. I don't go in the office at work much anymore. This way I don't have to deal with seeing people. Tomorrow it is going to rain all day so they are saying. Good day to stay home and clean. Well, if something good come up will be back to write about it bye for now
current mood:  good
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Thursday, October 26th, 2006
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2:46 pm - Short Day Today.
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Today was kinda nice, it was a short day at work. I like it today but I will hate it tomorrow because tomorrow is gonna be a kick ass long day. So I guess I will enjoy it now while I have the chance. lol.... Well wedding and birthday are finally over. I have to say I am party out. I really glad that there is nothing planned big this weekend. My house need to be clean bad.... I do mean BAD!!!! I have a slight problem well not a problem but it still bugs me. I am trying not to let it get to me but, it does. Chip is talking online to his x girlfriend. Not the x wife but the x girlfriend. There is something about this girl that rub me the wrong way. I trust my husband but, I still can not get this out of my head. She email him and called him. She use to IM him but when she call him a pet name I blew up and that stopped. I know Chip know it bother me and tell me that there is nothing going on. Well I am guess I am done writing this for now he just got home more later
current mood:  confused
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Monday, October 23rd, 2006
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10:12 pm - Tired Monday Night.
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I am so tired tonight. I guess I am getting to old to go out on a work night. Went to a family wedding last night. I had a blast but was tuff working today. lol... My Aunt was a pain. She said hello to my husband and he gave her a half wave when we were getting ready to leave. He really didn't want to do that since she made the remark that I was eval for what was going on with me and my sister. As if she knows anything that is going on with us. Plus the thing she has been saying about my mom and dad. Just not right I had a hard time talking to her. Yet she felt she had to come up to me at the end of the night asking why my husband was not talking to her. I told her I was not getting into it there. She was like frig him. I said what ever and walked away. Mind you I only did that because my Mom asked me not to say anything and It was a wedding and I didnt want to hurt the bride and groom with a seen. Mark my word one day I will get my day to let her know how I feel about the way she been treating my family and me. Well, I am off to bed I am so tired. Good night to all that read this
current mood:  sleepy
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Sunday, October 22nd, 2006
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12:05 am - My Aunt's Birthday Party.
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Today Chip and I went to my Aunt 80th birthday party. It was also the 1st time I have seen my sister in almost 2 years. Shark of all sharks it went well. We said hello we even laughed and she even bought me and chip a drink. Her husband didn't show but, in a way I was much better with him not being there. I really had a hard time with my Aunts, not the one that had the birthday 2 other ones. It took everything I had to just say hello to them. My Cuz never even said hello to me but, that is ok too. If she got a beef with me she should say something but, I know she will not for she knows I will give her a ear full right back. Beside the only one I care that went well today was my sister. I guess it is a start. Have to start somewhere. Tomorrow is my other Cuz wedding well, I guess looking at the time right now I could say later today. lol... I am looking forward to it getting all dressed up and doing alittle dancing with Chip. Well, guess I need to head to bed getting a little tired myself. Good night all
current mood:  content
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Saturday, October 21st, 2006
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12:08 am - Windy Friday Night.
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It is so windy out tonight. Keep watching the tree in my front yard and pray it does not fall on my car or better yet the house. This weekend is gonna be crazy. My Aunt's 80th birthday party and the next day my Cuz. wedding. busy busy busy..... I am looking forward to them but in a way not. My sister is going to be at my Aunt's party and we have not seen each other in over a year. I just hope no shit start. Then on top of it I have to look at my Aunt not the one with the birthday another Aunt who has pissed me off with the way she treat my family. One she said I am evil me??? evil now that a joke. That make me laugh but, I get pissed when she start with my Mother and Father. She has said some really hurtful stuff. My Mom ask me not to say a thing and I will not for now, but one of these days I will get my say and that women will know how I feel about her little remarks. I don't mind seeing my sister but really don't want to see her husband. I am on the other hand looking forward to the wedding. That should be fun. Dancing with the hubby. Getting all dressed up. Had my hair done today and Chip said he loved it. Got a really nice dress to wear. I really need to put some laundry in tonight to get it all out of the way since we will not have a lot of time this weekend for that stuff. Money is so tight but we are getting by. It should get better. Chip interview for a new job and a job that he went for a while ago has not call him back for another interview. Really hoping he gets one or the other. Mean much more money both jobs. Omg this is the week of birthday hell too. I have 5 birthday this week. Must put on my to do list get cards. lol.... Well, I am off to the bed room to get laundry going. Good night to who ever read this.
current mood:  nervous
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Thursday, October 12th, 2006
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9:16 pm - Warm for a fall night.
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Feels like summer or late spring. It is Oct. and must be like 70's outside. I even got the fans going. Think I am gonna go to bed after I write this, not feeling very well tonight. Something I think I ate didn't agree with me. Since they took my Gall bladder out I realy have to watch what I eat. Talk to my sister today. The sister who is mad at me. Well, that could be both. Both don't talk to me much these days. I only ended up talking to her because she was at my mom and dad house. They where looking for my old pc that I gave my mom to play game on. They where gonna set it up. But they way I see it we didn't fight. I guess that is a good thing. Our relationship will never be what it was. This I do know. I am glad tomorrow is Fri. Sat. and Sun. off. I know it will be nice to be off but we have a busy weekend. Sat. I am going up to my mother to help set up that pc for her and take the AC out of the window. I can't see my dad doing that at 72 year old. Then sunday omg what a day there have two birthday party to go too. One is my brother-n-law and that a brunch and the other is my friend 2 year old daughter. She such a cutie. Her daughter that is... lol.. This is gonna be a lunch but we will be late for that one. The next weekend get even better I have my aunt 80th birthday on the sunday and my Cuz. wedding on the sunday. busy busy busy. ....... Well, I am off to bed. My stomach is really not feeling well.
current mood:  sick
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Sunday, October 8th, 2006
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4:19 pm - Quiet Sunday.
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Well, here I am home alone. Chip went out to spend if gift card he got for his birthday and then he is going to bring home lunch. We both been on diet and so far I lost 44lbs. whooohoooo.... It felt really good yesterday to get into my pants that have not fit me in almost a year. Right now it is so quiet in the house the cat is off sleeping somewhere. I think in the window since I open it for him. Really nice out today. Was gonna go to the art fest. today in my home town but, I really don't have a lot of money so I decided to stay home. I might meet a friend there tomorrow. Since Chip has to work. I am so glad I have a 3 day weekend. Found out the other day that my sister is going to my aunt party on the 21st. This I hope goes well. Really hope that no one start anything. I think it should go ok. Chip promise me he be good. I know he will he know how much it mean to me to have my sister in my life. Even if right now she does not want to be. She said I changed since I got married. Funny she the only one that think that. Everyone else said they dont think so. All that has changed with me and that I am happy. Happy that I have a man that love me for me and nothing more. We been married over 2 years now and we still act like we just got married. He tell me all the time how much he loves me and I do that right back. I wish I had the money to get him something really nice for his birthday but, right now with just getting back to work I don't. But he understand that and told me he got me and that is all he needs.. Mom and dad house is still up for sale. No takers yet. I hope they get someone soon. I know money is really tight for them. So much so it is scarey at times. Wish I could help them out more. Well, I really should go start up some laundry and do something today lol..... Just night to hang out all day lmao Dont get many of them days.
current mood: calm
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Friday, September 29th, 2006
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11:42 pm - Quiet Friday night.
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Well, it is 11:42pm and I am sitting here in the quiet. Chip is sleeping, the tv is off and all I can hear is the cricket outside my window. Even Samson is sleeping. That is my cat now. Not the one in the pic. That was Zoey my 1st cat.
Well, I went back to work this week after being out since July from medical leave. Ended up having my gall bladder out.
Spoke to soon Samson is up and driving me nut now hold on.... ok chanced him out of the room for now. Don't know how long this will last.
As I was saying before, I had to have my gall bladder out and I just started back to work this. I am tired but it is really good to be back to work. I been on a diet since I got home from the hospital and since july I have lost 43lbs. I have a lot more to go. ( ok gonna kill the cat now.) just kidding. Next year my Nephew is getting married and I am having my 25th class reunion, so I want to look good. Really good. I am on a mission. lol....
Not much is going on in my life at this time. Still very much in love with my husband and living the happy life with him.
Still have a sister not talking to me except for now and then email online and that is only jokes and when I send them. I am the one that make the 1st move. I don't think that will ever get fixed. I have try everything I can think of. writing to her online we even talk on the phone once but, that didn't go that well. Guess it is up to her and I just need to let it go. Well, that is what everyone tell me.
Well, I guess I will go join my hubby in bed to SLEEP. I know what you all where thinking lmao.....
current mood: optimistic
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Friday, September 22nd, 2006
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6:52 pm - I am back
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Hello to ever looks at this. I am back. I have a new email address RIsweetie64@aol.com I will keep yah posted more now that I got my password back lmao. Forgot what it was guess age is getting me. lol....
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Monday, December 26th, 2005
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12:22 pm - Merry Chirstmas
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1st of all I would like to wish all who read this a MERRY CHRISTMAS. Day late but the wish is still there.
Yesturday was a nice day. I did dinner in my new home with my husband and my parents and my brother and his wife and child. The day was nice. I made a killer dinner and everyone had a really nice time. After they all left to go home Chip and I went over to my sister-n-law's house to give the kids there gift and to see Chip's family. Had a really good time there too. The one thing that was missing from the whole day was my sister. She still not talking to me. I have tried everything but, nothing back. Everyone tells me there is nothing I can do that it is in her hands. My parents say they know it was not me but, yet they are in the middle because we are both there kids. My husband gets upset because he see what it does to me and I can't get him to understand that this is something between my sister and I. Yet it is hard to say that to him when it is her husband that is the reason things are really bad. This is not my sister I knew 6 years ago. That girl loved her family and I am not just talking her kids she loved her whole family. She was doing well for herself. We were so close back then that is why this whole thing kills me. The other thing that hurts is not one niece or nephew except for the neice that came over for dinner and on chip's side of the family even thought to call me and say Merry Christmas Auntie. I call my sister in NM because I had not got a call back in over a week from the last time I call her. Talk to my niece and sister for a few min. My niece had told me no one had call them yet. What sucks is I am feeling like the black sheep in my family. Except for my parents.
Now on the good side and yes there is a good side. I love my husband and his family and my parents. This might sound odd but this is one of the happiess times in my life. Putting all aside what is going on with my sister. I would not trade a thing with what I got now I would not know how to be without Chip with me. He is the best thing that has happen to me.
Well, he home now so I must go. In case I don't get back in this jounal before NEW YEAR. Happy New Years all.......
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
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8:53 pm - HOT NIGHT IN RHODE ISLAND
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Well, here I am all hot night in RI and the hubby justleft to get some dinner. To hot to cook. Let me bring you all up to date on what has been going on in my wonderful life. I been hitting the books again, getting ready to take my massage boards on July 23rd. Say a pray for me. I am sure I will pass but still I am scared to death. It is a 4 hour exam with about 300 questions. See why I am scared.
Last Saturday Chip and I had are long over do wedding reception. It was just wonderful. I will be posting a website of the pictures once I get them. The food was out of this world. I finally got to have my father daughter dance. I was so glad he was here for that. Last year he had 5 bi-passes. Doing great today. I gave my mom my flowers and told her how much I loved her and it made her cry which in turn got me to cry.. I just love dancing with my husband and after all that he got up on the stage and thank all the people and then told everyone there how happy in love he was with me. So I did the next best thing any girl would have done was cry..... lol... It was a day I will never forget. It was also kinda sad that day to. For my older sister did not come. See she has desided I am dead in her eyes. Long story and really it is hot tonight and crying will just make it hotter.
The saturday before that We had my mom and dad 50th Anv. party. over 100 people. It was a good time but also very hot that day too. With the exception of my sister and her husband (thank god her's and not mine) it was really nice. The week of june 2nd to the 9th we went to florida on our long over due huneymoon. Yeah yeah I know I am all messed up. But who ever said you had to go by the book. lol... We had a condo on the west coast of flordia. It was heaven right on the beach. Every night we watch the sunset on the beach. I hated to come home. My honeymoon pictures are off lots of sunsets. lol...
All and All I have never been so happy in my entire life. I know I have the greatest husband for me that I could ever ask for. I never knew what love could be like. Well, I thought I did but nothing like the way Chip makes me feel. I am looking forward to spending the rest our life together. He is my whole world. Well, that is about all that is going on here in Rhode Island now if the heat would just cool down just a little. Like in the 70's would be nice. Take care to who ever still read this.
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
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1:46 pm - Blizzard in Rhode Island and snow in the house.
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This is a day it is snowing and snowing and snowing. Right now the snow is up the the car windows outside from what I can see. They closed everything. So Chip and I are home for the weekend and maybe Monday. They are saying 1-2 feet once it is over. I hate this white stuff.
Starting a diet tomorrow , Chip said he would go on it with me. That should help some. I really need to loose this wt. Every time I talk about it I start to cry. I know what I have to do to loose it just really scared I dont have the power to do it. I am really counting on the hubby to help me do this. I need a strong person.
I don't know what it is but this past week I been in the boohoo mood. I think I cried at least 4x's this week. The little things are getting to me. Things that never got me upset before. I feel like I am on overload. I beleive it has alot to do with my over wt. problem right now. I have two month left of school and I will be a massage therapist and I know if I don't loose this wt. it will make it real hard for me to do this job. This is a job I really want to do well in too. I am hoping writing in my jounal I will get support here too and keep you all up todate on how the wt. is going and get the feed back from all who read this on keeping me going on this. My maine gold is to loose 60lbs before june 18. I will be writing in my jounal at least 1 or 2 x a week with the update of the wt Tomorrow I will be on to sign in on the wt and then from there on in will keep you going. I really hope I don't let anyone down including myself. Well, I am gonna go for now talk with you all soon.
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Sunday, November 28th, 2004
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9:14 pm - STORMY SUNDAY NIGHT......
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Hello to ever read this.
Here I am sitting doing not much of anything tonight but watching alittle tv and playing online. Games on pogo email etc.....
Well, tonight confirmed it a friendship of 20 year is dead. We talk on the phone tonight or maybe I should say yell on the phone. She see that she done nothing and state is is my fault. Such as life. I am not taking the blame on this one not this time. Thanksgivening was ok. Went to my parents house for dinner. My sister who is treating me like my ex friend is was there. Now that was fun. NOT>>>>>>> She hardle said 2 words to me and her husband never even looked at me. Now get this both ex friend and sister Are mad with me for different reasons. After leaving my parent house we meaning Chip and I went to my sister-n-law house to were I had a blast.. Never laughed so much. Then we came home. I told myself I was not going to cry over what went on with my sister but, even though I know I am not at fault It still hurts. The one thing I am finding out with all this that is going on, I have one hell of a great husband. He call my dad on the day after and had a long talk about all that is going on with me getting so upset and how he said if this does not change he was gonna say something. My father told him to give him sometime so he can talk with my sister. To be honest with yah all I don't think that will change much. Tell yah what count most now is my mom and dad and his family and my husband. I have always felt like the outsider when it come to my sisters and some of my friends. I thought living with my sister for 5 years before had changed that but, I guess I was wrong. Well, guess I am just feeling blaaa about all this but, I know I have done nothing. Well, I guess I am done bitching about all this I am sure everyone is tried to hear it. Night all I am gonna go get under the covers and forget about the phone call tonight and move on or try to without it making me feel upset. This is a time in my life that I am gonna be happy for I have a great husband that I know love me and a great mom and dad and great in-laws and a great cat. Can't forget Samson the cat.
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Thursday, November 4th, 2004
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9:11 pm - WISH I COULD UNDERSTAND SOME PEOPLE BETTER.
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Hello everyone who reads this. Well, I am back to work on light duty working in the office putting Doctor's order in the computer. I guess it is better then staying home. I don't know if I told you about my best friend and I having a falling out. If that is what you want to call it. We have not talk in 2 months. You see there as been a lot said that I can not forgive. It is almost like well, I feel like she thinks my fall was nothing and that I am acting it. Just found out today that I have 2 cracked ribs from the fall. Nothing they can do for that but let them heel. But back to my friend or I thought my friend. It make it really hard for me because she work in the same place I do and we both are going to school for the same thing. The only differant in the school is that we are in a differant class for now. Who knows next classes they might switch us around a bit. I am hoping not. It really get's me how this seem to be bothering me then her. I don't understand how she can just end a 20 year old friendship the way she has. As much as I would like to say to her WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM! I know I can't this time because for once in my life I am sticking by what I have said from the start. I have done nothing wrong to be treat this way and I will be damn if I am gonna say sorry or make that 1st move. I am always trying to keep the pease with everyone and for once I am gonna let people come to me. I am sick of being the sucker the person who get's used so on and so on. But, still in the long run It still bug the shit out of me. Then with all this I have 2 sister who are just as bad right now. One I have not talk with since the middle of sept. Her and I were really closes at one time too. We lived together for 5 years and did a lot of things together but since she got married she has changed big time. She seem to be pissed off with me for having my sister-n-law has my maid-of-honor the her. But, you know my sister-n-law is more a sister to me then either of my sister right now. At least she call me and care weather I am dead or alive. My sister that live her she was so pissy at my wedding I don't even know why she show up. I gave her my flowers since I was not throwing them her remark was nice and put them on the table and rolled her eyes. Right then I should have taking them back and said I change my mind. But, I didn't and I let it go. Her and her husband only stay an hour an a half and left. To this day both my sister have said congrats to me. What I don't get it I married a really great guy you would think these people would be happy for me. Some people tell me it is jealous. That I am not that lonely person they can lie to and say how sorry they feel for me and now I know laugh about it behind my back. I have alife now and am very happy and I think that pisses them off. I think they thought I would never find anyone I think they thought I was not good enough for anyone that I would never meet a guy as good as I have because they thought with me being over wt. and they thinking I was ugly that know guy would ever fall in love with me. I think it kills them that I got better then what they ever thought of having. The one good thing is that my mom and dad are seeing my sisters for how they are with me now. That they are not brushing it off anymore. That it is nice to hear them say you done nothing and your sisters are being jerks. childish. etc..... You know if I had a choice between me being as happy as I am right now with my husband and my life or making my sisters and my so call friend happy I would pick my husband. At least I know he love me for me and not faking it. I think on a nice note this journal is good because I can get things out that I would not say out loud. Thank for hearing me vent... Talk with you all soon...
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Friday, October 8th, 2004
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1:46 am - NOT SLEEPING TONIGHT.....
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HEY ALL HERE I AM IT IS ALMOST 2AM AND I AM STILL NOT IN BED SLEEPING. MARRIED LIFE IS GREAT. I DON'T KNOW IF I TOLD YOU GUYS ABOUT ME FALLING DOWN THE STAIR THE 2ND TIME. REALLY MESSED UP MY LEG THIS TIME. MY HUSBAND WAS IN A BAND AND BECAUSE THE NIGHT HE WENT TO THE HOSPITAL TO BE WITH ME THEY KICK HIM OFF THE BAND. THE BASS PLAYER WIFE HAPPEN TO BE MY BEST FRIEND OF 20 YEARS BUT, SINCE ALL THIS HAPPEN SHE HAS YET TO TALK TO ME. YOU WOULD THINK I DID IT TO STOP CHIP FROM GOING TO PLAY OUT THAT NIGHT. WHAT A JOKE THEY ALL TURN OUT TO BE. I WILL BE DAMMED IF I AM GONNA MAKE THE 1ST MOVE AND SAYS I AM SORRY FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T DO WRONG. I CAN'T SAY IT DOES NOT HURT THAT SHE NOT TALKING TO ME BECAUSE I KNOW IF I WAS HER I WOULD HAD BEEN THERE FOR HER. PEOPLE TOLD CHIP AND I NOT TO LOOSE SLEEP OVER IT FOR WE WERE NOT WRONG.
SCHOOL IS GOING GREAT. I AM STILL HOLDING THAT 4.0 AVE. NOT BAD FOR 40 YEARS OLD... LOL.... CHIP IS DOING WILL TOO. HE IS DONE WITH SCHOOL IN DEC AND I WILL BE DONE IN MARCH. IT CAN'T COME TO SOON. REALLY GLAD THAT MY X-FRIEND IS IN THE OTHER CLASS.
I AM DOING A TEST RIGHT NOW BOTH MY SISTER HAVE BEEN MAD WITH ME FOR WHAT IS TO STUPID TO WRITE ABOUT BUT, MY TEST IS TO SEE HOW LONG IT TAKE THEM TO CALL ME FOR A CHANGE. LAST TIME I HEARD FROM THEM WAS SEPT 30. MY FATHER WAS NOT TO PLEASED ON HOW THEY BEEN ACTING WITH ME.
I GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR ON THE 13TH. I AM HOPING HE WILL LET ME GO BACK TO WORK PARTTIME LIKE A FEW DAYS AWEEK. WE WILL SEE. I STIL HAVE NO FEELING IN MY LEG FROM THE FALL. I REALLY THINK I DID NERVE DAMMAGE.
WELL, ALL GUESS I SHOULD HEAD OFF TO BED. JUST WANTED TO DROP A NOTE TO SAY ALL IS OK AND MARRIED LIFE IS JUST GREAT. I AM SO GLAD HE IS IN MY LIFE JUST LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART.
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Friday, September 10th, 2004
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1:10 am - EVER BEEN STABBED IN THE BACK FROM YOUR BEST FRIEND???
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AS YOU ALL MIGHT KNOW I HAVE BEEN OUR OF WORK SINCE JULY 13TH. I FEEL DOWNSTAIRS AT WORK. SINCE THEN I GOT MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL GUY. YAHHHHHHHHH FOR ME....... ANYWAY LAST THURSDAY I FELL DOWNSTAIR AT HOME. NOT BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW HOW TO WALK BECAUSE MY ANKLE IS WEEK AND GAVE OUR WHILE I WAS ON THE STAIRS. THIS TIME I WAS REALLY HURT BUT GOOD. ENDED UP CALLING 911 AND TAKING ME TO THE HOSPITAL. THIS SCARED MY HUSBAND TO DEATH TO SAY THE LEAST. OK NOW THEY STILL DON'T KNOW IS I BROKE ANYTHING AND THEY HAVE ME IN A MOBLEIZER WHICH I CAN NOT MOVE MY LEG AT ALL. NOT FUN LET ME TELL YAH. BUT, NOW LET ME BACK UP SO YOU UNDERSTAND THE TITTLE TO THIS. MY HUSBAND IS OR NOW I SHOULD SAY WAS IN A BAND. THEY WERE TO HAVE THE 1ST GIG LAST THURSDAY BUT WITH ME IN THE HOSPITAL HE CALL THE GUYS SAYING HE WAS NOT GONNA LEAVE ME ALONE. ONE THEY ENDED UP SENDING ME HOME VERY DRUGGED AND I COULD HARDLY STAND UP ALONE. WELL, THESE GUYS IN THE BAND THOUGHT THE BAND SHOULD COME 1ST. MY HUSBAND THOUGHT DIFFERENT AND THOUGHT HIS WIFE CAME 1ST. TAKE IN MIND MY BEST FRIEND OR SO I THOUGHT OF 20 YEAR HUSBAND IS ALSO IN THE BAND. WELL ONE WEEK LATER HE GOT THE CALL TONIGHT. HE IS OUT OF THE BAND FOR HE DIDN'T PUT THEM BEFORE ME... OR FOR THAT MATTER THEM BEFORE ANYONE. LAST NIGHT WE WERE TOLD BY MY BEST FRIEND OR SO I THOUGHT SHE WAS THERE WAS NO BAND GETTING TOGETHER TO PRACTICS BUT, FOUND OUT THEY ALREADY HAVE ANOTHER DRUMMER. TONIGHT AT SCHOOL SHE COULD NOT EVEN LOOK AT ME AND IN A WAY I AM REALLY GLAD SHE DIDN'T COME NEAR ME FOR I WOULD HAVE TOLD HER WHAT I THOUGHT OF HER AND HER HUSBAND BAND. TO THINK TOO ON AUG 13 MY HUSBAND THE TOUGHTLESS ONE SO THEY THINK OF THE BAND. PAY FOR 4 PAT'S FOOTBALL TICKET FOR ME AND HIM AND CHRIS AND CHRIS. PAY OVER 400.00 FOR THEM WHICH AT THE TIME I DIDN'T KNOW HE DID PAY FOR IT. BUT HAVING A JOINT ACC. I FOUND OUT. MONEY WE REALLY DIDN'T HAVE BUT, I WAS LIKE OK HEY NOT EVERYDAY YOU CAN DO SOMETHING NICE FOR YOUR GOOD FRIENDS. TALK ABOUT GETTING BURNED!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL YOU SHOULD TAKE NOTE OF THIS BAND IF YOUR IN RHODE ISLAND.... MINDLESS BANTER THE NAME FITS THEM ALL WELL, NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT. BUT SHOULD ALSO BE THOUGHTLESS TOO.. I KINDA FEEL LUCKY TO HAVE THE BEST HUSBAND OUT OF THE 4 GUYS BECAUSE FOR THE OTHER 3 THAT ARE IN THE BAND WOULD LEAVE THERE WIFE IN THE ER FOR THE BAND FOR THEY FEEL THE BAND COME 1ST.... BUT YOU KNOW THERE WIFE PUT UP WITH IT.. SAD BUT THERE ARE COUPLE LIKE THIS OUT THERE IN THIS WORLD.... LIKE I SAID MY HUSBAND IS A GREAT DRUMMER AND I HAVE NO DOUGHT HE WILL FIND ANOTHER BAND TO PLAY FOR ONE THAT HAS MORALS FOR FAMILY LIFE. AS FOR MY BEST FRIEND WHO SAT BACK AND LET HER HUSBAND TREAT HER BEST FRIEND LIKE DIRT I HOPE SHE HAS A HAPPY LONELY LIFE WITH A GUY WHO PUT HIMSELF 1ST BEFORE HER. THIS IS ONE TIME I WILL NOT FORGIVE FOR I HAVE BEEN REALLY HURT WITH THIS FALL AND FOR PEOPLE I THOUGHT WERE MY FRIENDS I AM FINDING OUT DIFFERENT... THANKS FOR HEARING ME OUT JUST NEEDED TO VENT SOME...
current mood:  pissed off
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Sunday, August 1st, 2004
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1:11 am - WEDDING DATE IS CHANGED...
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Hello all, Well, the wedding date is change. Well somewhat changed. I will do my best to explain this. We are still gonna have a wedding on june 18th of next year with all our friends and family but on Aug 21 like in 3 week we are getting married then. My other half was lay off from his job so if we are married now he can go on my medical. He is getting another job just that it is a 3 month wait for the medical and for medication reason need to have it now. They offer cobra in this state but it is like 500.00 a month. That is crazy since he can get on my medical for another 66.00 a month. Now that beat the 500.00. So in 3 week we will get married with our family and a few closes friends. Then on June 18 of next year we will renew our vow and have the wedding blessed. For all the aunts and uncles and the rest of our friends. I been out of work since July 13th I fell down a stairs at a client house and messed up my foot. I know just call me gracie.... lol.... Anyways I go back to the Doctor on Aug 11 and will find out from there what will happen. I am hoping I can go back to work soon for we do need moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..... Well, I am off to bed I have a lot to do for tomorrow and have to be up early take care all will write again soon..
current mood: chipper
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